Walking by your side...( A letter) -
12th April 2004, 06:50 PM
Walking by your side...
I don't have the right to walk by your side. Yet, from our first meeting I can’t be detached from you. I suffer to feel yourself suffering . And nevertheless I can't succeed in pronouncing the word of leaving you.
But I know that one day I will have to go from your life without telling you goodbye so your life may bloom in the sunshine. And you won't see me cry. And you won't hear me shout. However that day do not call me. If you call me, I’ll answer. And not to smile at me. If you smile at me, I’ll return.
And you take back your road without me since I don't have the right to walk with you. But all my life won't be but a song of nostalgia for its lost happiness. I wish you to forget soon my name and my face, and to find a love that gives you only joy.
I will follow you from far with the fidelity of the memory and I will be happy to know yourself happy without me. I will go for the streets of the world with your smile inside my heart. On the way if some shadow will lightly touch me, I will give it your name, that my soul may respond to her, only to say goodbye
And you now take back your road without me, since I don't have some right to walk with you.
Amanush...
Jeene ke liye mujhe ek sapna dedo
Haqeekat meri jaaN liye jaa rahi hai
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