my calling.

[saaqi]

I see a path
it looks calm
but I am sure there's an adventure waiting around some curve
I call my love
come oh come
and lets walk together
I go unheard
and I wonder
do I dare to go it alone?
I do want to go
my steps hesitant
going back and forth
I know not what to do
I hear my calling
and my heart telling
'u lost your sweet one long ago'
'It was not meant to be'
my eyes fill to the brim
I feel a tear leave the rim
my heart heavy
i pick my feet
and look behind at the empty seat
he is nowhere to be seen
I step on to the path
It seems weirdly serene
almost as if aware of my pain
'There is no looking back after the first step,'
is what I hear from my heart
as it speaks again.